Do you know what is it like
to breathe
onto a cold window
just to see if there is
something warm
left inside of you?
It's better to have nobody, than to have
someone who is half there, or doesn't
want to be there.
Life has been rather frustrating for me lately, I don't know if it's because of how tired I am or is it mood swings or that it's generally a bad month for me.
Recently, I see things more colorful than before, true colors of people and things that probably mean a lot to me might just all fade away in time. Is this part of growing up? Having to deal with people constantly leaving, changing or maybe, they're never who I thought they were. Not even a single bit.
Everyone's wearing a mask. I honestly think that it's better to be alone sometimes. I have nothing to lose and I'm not afraid of losing anyone anymore. I'm ready to accept any shit that's gonna come in my way in 2015.
Goodnight.
